A nightmare

My girlfriend left me again and calls me and told me, she just married another man. Now I was arrested a week before, I was in jail for 8days, she picks me up and she has sex with me and then she leaves me. Now am in the fight for my life, everybody has turned against me, only my sister is sticking by me. I am just broke up inside over this, I love her and the kids, FUCKING DHS. Now I feel like the world is against me, for DHS took my kids away from my life and the woman I love ran away. This is a nightmare that I cannot wake up from. It hurts me and I have to stop writing right now, I will post more later. I hope everyone prays for me I need it God Bless,