Working Hard to get my family Back.

I do believe in God, I do believe in my faith.
I do believe that Diana and our kids will come back home to me.
I do believe that the Lord will get us through this.
My friends think am crazy. And Diana is having a hard time in dealing with her feelings about me.
She just does not understand how am so much in Love with her after all she has been so mean to me.
I love her with all my heart and soul and am her best friend.
She has been mine. Even after she has been so cruel too me. I know why she does try to push me away.
She is afraid.
It goes like the old saying that what you do not understand you try to destroy it.
Well she tried to destroy our love for one another. But the more she tried to fight her own feeling for me she just came closer to me.
I do not need to do nothing just to keep telling her that I love her.
And show her that I am very strong and am doing doing what I said I would do.
Like taking my classes seeing the Doctor and doing everything that the Judge tells me to do.
And most off all. Getting our house back and working hard to get everything back that we have lost.
It sounds simple right.
Well it is not. It is very hard to get everything lined up just right after what has happened but I have to get this done everything to the T.
I Love You Diana and I have always Loved You and I always will.

Am trying really hard to not to give up on Diana

Now I am trying real hard to fix mine and Diana's problems.
I know she has to do her share to as well.
We have been talking and we have been seeing one another. Every day an trying to keep my goals set and work for them.
My goals are simple I want my family back. Mikey , Ruthy , Randy , Deah , and the love of my life Diana.
I know that she loves me. Why ? She is talking to me after all this time. After all this time that we went through.
But what makes us stronger as a family.
We can work this out. And I know with God on our side we can get through this.
I will always bring myself up for this fight for my family.

Still In Love with Diana

Everyday I fall more in Love with Diana. I miss her.
I just cannot stand it. When we are a part.

Love you Baby.

Everyday is getting better between Diana and I

Last night Diana and I went out and we talked some and we kissed and messed around a little ok we messed around a lot.
I love her with all my heart and soul. And Diana , told me again how she really feels about me. Now I want her back so so bad and our kids.
And I pray that God will bring us back together.
And this time I will not let down God and Diana and our kids.
I miss her with all my heart and soul. And God knows that I am in Love with her and Diana is still in Love with me too.
I cannot tell you how much she means to me. I cannot put it in too words. I love Diana so damn much. I need her and I want her.
I want to hold her again and kiss her.
She and the kids means so much to means.
Well am still going to do everything for my family. Am nothing without my family.

A Promise to Diana and our kids

I miss you and our kids.
Diana , I am at a lost of words right now.
I am here for you. I just cannot get you out of heart .
I love you am in Love you Diana.
I never knew that the pain would be this deep inside of me. Nothing helps to stop it.

I will always Love you Diana. It is not too Late for us. I know you Love me too.
And I will always Love You.
I will get everything back soon trust me. I have never let you down and I will be damn if I do it now.

Just give me some time Diana, I am going to work soon.
I just got all of my back pay to my unemployment check. $2000.00 dollars.
So I will be a car real soon. Then i will get my phone back on .
i know I will go back to work this week or next week.

I will get our house back and I will take all of the classes.
Am not doing this for myself but am doing it for all four of our kids Deah , Randy , Ruthy , and Mikey.
But of all I am doing it for you and me.

I need you and I want you back. I can say it better than that
Expect by saying that you are and have been and will always be the Love of my Life.

Love You Always, I really am in Love with you Diana all I have is my prayers that you will come back soon.

Love You Baby am always going to the be in Love with You Diana
Mike

God Answers Prayers

God does answer prayers. I know it is to be true, but I do believe that God is giving me a chance to get my life back.
First I got all of my back pay.
Then I got a job interview this coming week. And My back pay is going to be enough to buy me a car.
And My ex girlfriend Diana called me.
Am telling you God is leading me in the right path. Now if you think am wrong that is your choice a lone. I believe, and my faith does not need anyone else to have anyone else to believe in.

Yes, I have faith that I will get a car this coming week. I faith that i will a job real soon and I believe and have faith that my family will soon come back to me.
God Bless you.

Diana the Love of my Life Calling me back

I do not know if I should say this on my Blog yet , am going to post it anyways.
I have posted about the Love of my Life Diana.
Well , yes she did leave me. But she is calling me. And she is hinting around that she made a mistake. Thank God.
I knew I has right. I knew it. I knew she wants to come back. And I know she still Loves Me.
But how do we fix this.
I need to know.
I love her and I cannot get her out of my heart. I cannot get out of my mind.
I do not know what to do.
We need help.