On the First Date do We screw ?

First Date ?
Well, here is My Thought On it.

After all those E Mail that you wrote and all the phone calls that you made. Being all nice and sweat. Just trying to get that spark going. You are thinking, Man I just want to have sex, she is hot. Hallar at Me if You Hear Me !!!!!!

Now you have to clean your car, clean your house, wash your best clothes, and shave. After all this you are thinking " I know that she better be getting Laid. Hallar at Me if You Hear Me !!!!!!

Now you have to remember all the questions and her answers , that you asked her from the E mails and phone calls. What kind of food does she like to eat ? What kind of movies does she enjoy ? Does she like to drink before dinner or after dinner ?
Man, this is hard work. I must be getting laid.
Hallar At me If You Hear Me !!!!!!!!!

And how it hits you, Damn It !!!! I have to spend some of my Beer, money to take her out. And you say to yourself " Shit I better get some Head...
Hallar At Me If You Hear Me !!!!!!!!!!

Now, Tell the Truth. After all this. You are saying Hell Ya.
We Screw on the First Date. LoL
Leave your comments. Hallar at Me If You Hear Me !!!!!!!!

Never give Up

Have you ever been in a spot in your life where you. Thought having is going right. Well that is were am at today. Well I have been here for the last three mths.
I lost my job, and I was arrested and my girlfriend left me.
Then I lost my car, and now am about to loose my house.

Well I just want to say do not give up !!!!!!!!!
Now I mean it, am not giving up. One day soon , I know things have to get better they have to.
I mean it cannot suck like the rest of my life. So here I am, trying to get my life back in order.

First thing, I did I had to stop feeling sorry for myself. Second is I needed to start writing about my life. You know it helps.
Now , till I find a job. I have started a blog. To try to earn some money from it. I just need to write about my thoughts, on sports today.
Not only do I have a sports blog, I have a this blog, which is a way to vent. On my life that I write on when I feel a little blue.
Well a lot blue and down.

I think that everyone should write, get it off your chest. Do not let it eat at you.
I will be blogging till the good lord calls me home.
Well I wish everyone the best.
God bless you

For Diana

Maybe I didn't love you quite as good as I should have,
Maybe I didn't hold you quite as often as I could have,
Little things I should have said and done,
I just never took the time.

You were always on my mind,
You were always on my mind.

Maybe I didn't hold you all those lonely, lonely times,
And I guess I never told you, I'm so happy that you're mine,
If I made you feel second best,
I'm sorry, I was blind.

You were always on my mind,
You were always on my mind,

Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasn't died,
Give me, give me one more chance to keep you satisfied,
If I made you feel second best,
I'm sorry, I was blind.

You were always on my mind,
You were always on my mind.

Baby I will always Love You "Diana "

Sometimes I want to eat a Bullet

I do not know about you, but, would you like to just eat a bullet ? Or eat that whole bottles of pills ?

Well don't!!!!!!
I know life is hard but whatever you please do not do that, I have tried it. The whole bottle of pills.
Before it just did not do the job, that I was shooting for.
All I got was a huge hospital bill.
Trust me I know life is hard, I life is real fucking hard.
And I know that sometimes you might think why go on.

To tell you the truth, sometimes a lot of time I ask myself the question why did the pills did not work ?
Well I cannot answer that, I do know am still here and the dealing with this fucked up world.
I just lay down and wait to fall a sleep or die.
Well am not going to die so ,I will write you this post.
Do not give up like I said I know it sucks but just me it will get better.
Well that is what they told me !!!!!!!!!!!!!

I cannot replace Ivy

I was wrong about one thing that girl, that leaves of Sooner road. Is a real Bitch.
And I was wrong about the girl that I went to school with at OCCC. She is a real sweet heart.
If I date anyone after Ivy, who is still the love of my life, and will always be the love of my life.
Well after; I had a date with the girl that lives of Sooner, I told the one in Tulsa. Well she was fine with it till she found out that girl kind of told me off.
So she made me give her phone number, so I did and she did call her, or so she said, she did.
So we talked for a couple of hours.
And she made told me I had to go to bed, in her mind I guess if we go to bed at the same time it is like we went to bed together.
Well it is not the same not even close to it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Right guys..............

So before I go bed I wrote her a E mail; and i am writing this post.
Here is the E Mail:

"Baby, I know I said I was going to bed.
But I had to write this letter to you. First.
Meeting you has been a blessing from God.
There is nothing and I mean nothing wrong with you.

You are truly the most Beautiful woman, that I have ever meet. I love your hair and I just fall in those beautiful eyes of yours (the blue and green.) I love your hair, and your skin color, is breath taking.
Those people who have treated you bad, does not matter.
I wish I could take away your pain.
I know it will all workout, between you and I.

It is hard to believe that, I have meet someone like you. For being the kind of person that I am. There is nothing that I would not do for my son. And I would like very much to add you into my heart, where there will be only you and my son.
Am a very caring person and loving person. I have been through a lot. Sometimes I do think about eating a bullet.
But the thought of my son, keeps me from doing it.
And now the thought of you keeps me from doing it.

You see, am not afraid of dieing, not at all. I can care less if I live or die. I just want the pain to stop. And am glad to say that the more I get to talk to you, the more the pain stops.
Well until I log off, and then I just to think about my son, and hopefully to be able to see you, date you, kiss you, and hold you tight in my arms.
Well I think I said nuff.
Am going to bed. now. And I will try to catch you on here soon.

Te Amo; Tina
Mike "
I know it is kind of Sad, and all. However, this Blog is more like my life story, well at least, this part of my life.
I still have this undying Love for Ivy, that will never be replaced. Not by anyone. Is it fair, maybe not. But she is still the love of my life. How can I ever, turn my back on her eben if she turned her back on me.
Well Nuff Said, I want to say good night, and I love you Ivy.

Dating, But trying to replace Ivy

Now am single again, I have been talking to a couple of a ladies.
One lives in Tulsa, and the other two live in Oklahoma City.
Well I do like all three of them, yet, for one reason only. I just want top have sex with. Now I know that is not right. And I know I should not be talking like that.
Hell, why not.
I already told them that is all I want, is to be buddies.
Why, am I being so honest with them, well it is simple enough I am still in Love with my Ex ( Ivy ).

Yeah, I know you guys are saying moved on man.
Well am not going to move on, in way of getting married to anyone else.
Yes, I will date these other women. However, am not going to move them in. Or, move in there homes.
I have a houser and it is mine and Ivy's home.
No woman, needs or will replace her, she is always will be the love of my life.
Well, these women know this already.
and for right now they act like it is just fine.
The one girl in Tulsa, is 23 year, well we all know that is not going to be long term. Now I know this is not all right, because I am just thinking about sex, with her. but am just guy what can I say on that.
Another Lady, is 26. and she lives by me in Del City, just a few miles away.
Now to me she is nothing but a whore, and that I will never have anything more but sex. Matter a fact, I might just hit it, one time only. That is all, and I would wear two Jimmy Hats.

Now the other woman, lives just few miles away from right off Sooner.
Now I like her, I can really talk to this one.
However, I want is to be a Buddy, to hang out, and just have sex.
No strings or anything like that.
We both agree, on that.
Well I will call her and see what is up.
And plan it out a date.
We will see.
Nuff Said

Dealin with my friend,and his kid !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Last night my friend picked me up at my house. So I can hang with him.
So I said yeah, that be cool. Everything, was cool we watched a movie, then my friend went to bed.
He waited to wake up easrly so he can hang out with his other friend that was diving in, Cal.
Yet, I stayed up writting on my sports Blog.
I fall asleep about, 5:30 am.
I woke up, and I started writting on my Sports Blog, again.
I was showing my friends, son. He is 12 a yr old. My stats, how much they are going every mth.
then out no were.
The boy, started talking trash about me. Saying atleast I did not go out with a Hooker.
He must have heard his dad, say that my Friend. Yeah right!!!!!
I know he is my fried, however, he cannot Judge me, Only God, can Judge me.

Just because, I have had problems with my Ex Girlfriend. Does make her a hooker.

I still love her, and it brothers me when they talk about her.
I Do not why, because we have been broke up for a while, but I still love her.
Well Nuff said,
I just want to smack this kid, but I cannot, for it is not his fault he is only saying what hia dad has said.