What a Day ?

Nothing was going right today , I didn't sleep well at all. I woke up almost every hour on the hour . The only thing , I could thing about was moving .
I am about 2 mouths away from moving . And I am trying Damn hard to keep my shit together , so that Miranda and I , can have a place just for ourselves .

Nobody eles around just the of us. Now it has been awhile that I have had sex . Along time about two years . But I promised her I would't , rush her .
Miranda is shy and we want it to be right . I guess that is the price for getting older . And not being a child .

Well , work was long . And I just wanted to get out nd jump on my labtop . And post about today . And play on the web.
I will end up doing the samething again , and again . Everyday untill I move . I know what a day , and what a life , I have . LoL

Well , I will keep my word and just wait till she is ready to have sex .
Man that sucks.

Wal-Mart not to bad .

Today I woke up and went to work , after along night working on my blog and and watch Oklahoma loose in the BCS.
Well , I got up and went to work at Wal-Mart .
And after a very long day at work I sat in the breakroom . Just thinging about my day .
And wondering if i should leave Wal-Mart and go work at he Hotel downtown .

Well , I am going stay at Wal-Mart for right now . I have some good friends their , and their are people their I , cannot stand. That is at every job.
I have learned that over the years .

I stay at my job long after I get of work , to see and talk to Miranda . However , I don't kknow why after a while . Yes , I do love her . I mean I do Love her .
Good thing she don't care about my blog . I might get into troubl efor saying that.

Back to my thought on work people hate Wal-Mart . But I however , enjoy working there . Even if I am so tired when I clock out . It is worth all the headacks and heart brakes .
I do get paid good for all my whows . And te stock purchase progam is giving me a chance to better my life through investing .
Which is soething I always wanted to do .
So over all I enjoy my job.

So in these crazy times when people lost their jobs , try working for the number retailor in world. Trust me you just may find a new passion .

Miranda helped save me

I have been thinking .
I have been seeing a young lady named Miranda .
I do have to say I Love this woman. I didn't think I would ever feel that way about another woman in my life . After Diana . But I am happy with her . I really am.

I also have been buying alot of wal-mart stock and silver .
Which I sold some . To move so I can start seeing my son . And so Miranda and myself can have alone time together.
The best thing I ever did was stop talking too Fat Ass and Little Willie.
And now I am doing good . Better than what I thought I could have .

My Life is good .

Brain Maughan and Myself

Two Good Men in Oklahoma City

This is Brain Maughan , and myself .

Brain is a good man , and he was running for office in our hometown Oklahoma City.

Today I woke up. and thought about all he problems i went through , the last two years. I could have went away for five years . I lost my house , my job , my girlfriend and her kids. And my son . But I have fought through that and now , I am stronger than ever .

I will never make the same mistakes like I did before. The thought of ever going back to jail , just turns my gut inside out.
And my bestfriends Fat Mike and Little Willie . Stabbed me in the back . Treated me like shit . Just cause i wouldn't do what they wanted me to do. I aint there puppet or slave . I made my choice and I am glad that i did .

kiss my ass boys .

I know all the dirt that you have on you , and if you two boys ever try to hurt me again I will let it all out .

Sometimes you have to fight fire with fire.

I am back

i am back